I've been working for the past two days. I had so much fun working with ayu, lala, baby, fahmy , kanina and paks. They were the ones who helped me forget about all my problems. They were the ones who understood me.

I wonder why my mum thinks that i'm a rotten apple? Because i highligted my hair? Because i'll only be home late night? Because my boyfriend has a tattoo? I really don't get it. I've always wanted to ask her this, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I GOT HOME AT 1AM IN THE MORNING ON WEDNESDAY ? Not home too? Where are you every saturday night? Overnight with your boyfriend? Do you even care about me and the others? To me, you're selfish! You only think about getting married to him and living your life as a single mum whereas you're not even home 80% of the time to take care of us. You don't have to cry as if you care.

I'm not trying to be rude, but you're the reason why i left home. You talk to me as if i'm not your daughter. Even papa don't treat me that way. You talk to me as if you really despise me and that i don't deserve your kindness. No matter what i do, it is always wrong in your eyes. Nothing i do is ever pleasant to you.

If you're gonna tell me my friends/boyfriend influenced me into becoming this brat right infront of you, then i'm sorry but i might have to rebel. My friends, they were the one who told me to listen to your words and ignore the thought that "MY MUM HATES ME" because they said you care but ; you don't . They were the ones who stood by me when i needed someone to talk to. Unlike you, all you do is come home and order us around. Tell us to do this and that. You'll tell us to study but have you ever sat with us and coach us? Never. So don't you think you're to be blamed? All you do at home is call your boyfriend, text your boyfriend, act like you're a single lady with no children. Stay in your room all day long. Have you ever asked me, how was my day at school? Or are you facing any problems? Have you? Never. Because you don't care.

I am still Nurul Syafiqah . I am still your daughter, that is if you still think i am. But truth is, i can't stay with you any longer. I am sick and tired of everything. I hate thinking that no one in the house cares about me. I hate being left out. I'm gonna stay with papa no matter what. If you think i'm being childish or whatsoever then so be it, we'll let the court decide and we'll see what's the outcome.