I had fun today even though i almost cried when i saw you .

I have to be strong no matter what . Yes the fact that i did a big mistake , i'm sorry for that .

You've been faithful and loving , sweetest guy that i have ever met .

But then , lady luck isn't on our side , there's nothing we can do .

I still love you no matter what , please study hard and when you pass your n's , i'm sure your parents will be very proud of you , not only them , i'll be very proud of you too .

Alah it's a waste of time sia , forget it .